Things unsettling unfinished, unstarted, the path not explored Chances stare me in the face, blank I stare back Can't try, can't chance it, locked in I consider myself an explorer, I like to try things, check things out.. Can't help but be unhappy locked down four years now Two paths I can take, both obvious and both all too blatent Any time now..Take six steps and a short drive and leave it all behind with a simple note..call.. They all say go for it, cheering along the way. Looks right, right? Half says go, half says no. Split decision, fighting with myself Can't express what's going on, unless I decide Two years now the decision stared me in the face.. Three times tried, three times failed. Good sign? Bad? Can't know until you try.. It's about time to take the leap of faith and plunge into the dark gasp thin air and cry out aloud thats the way it has to be, or thats the way it will eventually turn to Only choice remains when.. Soon. //Yeah, I'm drinkin' and thinkin' again..Sue me.